What is it about happiness? We chase it and yet when we have it we doubt its real existence. At least, I do. When I have it I don't believe in it, I am thinking it has an ulterior motive. So I question it, I yell, scream, fuss and degrade it until it leaves me and then I snap my finger and exclaim, "I knew it!, I knew you'd leave!"
hilarious.
It's so hard to just accept that we are happy.
I was very excited to ring in the New Year. 2008 had been a bit of a drag. I think in 2008 I worked off all my AWFUL Karma. You know what was the biggest downer? Israel's attack on Gaza. I mean, I remember I was getting ready to go out, I was doing my hair and I flipped on the T.V to hear some MTV music video's. I really like that song, "American Boy" by Estelle and Kanye. So I was flipping and BAM there it was "BREAKING NEWS." So off course I had to watch. I turned off my straightener and I sat down.
So I know Palestine and Israel have beef, this isn't new. I was just very surprised at the way Israel handled the situation. WHAT ticks me off even more is how American politician's are afraid to say anything negative about Israel. Like we've sworn an undying oath to them, seriously? This is bad. I agree Hamas's attacks were awful....but were they unwarranted?
So this ruined my New Year's and probably President Elect Barack Obama
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